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In regards of Youtube and work
Hello, everybody! I've noticed there are many more watchers lately, and I want to give you a warm welcome
Now, I want to inform all of you that I'm planning on making a gameplay for BoTW on my Youtube channel. I think I may be very bad with the new fighting sequences being different and such, but I also think it could be a lot of fun, and maybe not as complicated considering I've been playing these games since Ocarina of Time
Along with the gameplay, I also have some plans to make more detailed drawing tutorials, both traditional and digital.
All of this is happening because, due to the situation my country is in, all employees at my place got some hours cut off from work, so naturally my income is a bit low right now.
Anyhow, although I was quite annoyed by the situation, I accepted it; there's nothing that can be done to change it, so I decided to start making designs for the Apparel Store and the Print Shop as a second job within the time frame I got laid off work (for the new members in my following, I'm a University teacher )
I hope that goes well and that everyone can enjoy a little of it.
About depression and transgender'ism'
One of the things I've struggled with when it comes to making the videos is using my voice. If you've noticed, I used a computed generated -- male-- voice for my drawing videos. This is because I don't feel comfortable with my female voice. I've tried to cast the feeling of anxiety away when it comes to it, just as I do at work, but it has proven to be quite complicated. Would you mind this feature of me?
And finally, some time ago (almost 2 years) I stopped attending my psychological therapy, not because I wanted, but because of work. Now that I have some "spare" time, I'm planning on going back. You see, when I was there my therapist made me feel very good about myself; it is because of his words and support that I didn't quit doing art and life alltogether. Since then, he encouraged me to use my art as my best asset, make some merch of it, make friends through it, and move along. He also concluded that making a YT channel could be a good way for me to cope with personal issues and also make an income for my personal plans (transition and studying a Masters). So, I'm trying as much as I can to listen to the advice he gave me back then.
Regardless, recently, and over the course of all this time, my depression has come and gone one time after another. Thinking, I wondered why this happened if I had gone to therapy and felt so well. I realized days ago -- and questioned-- that maybe depression is just a part of me, it has no cure, and what my therapist taught me was how to overcome it in times of need. After some research and reading, I think I've accepted this as my personal fact, which has allowed me to continue with my plans. Depression is a part of me, but I have the power to let it become me or let it become art.
Being aware this, I can target my real inner monsters, and now that I know them, I can find the help I need and hopefully learn to live well.
Thank you all guys for your support!
Advice and suggestions on the YouTube channel are welcome
Hello, everybody! I've noticed there are many more watchers lately, and I want to give you a warm welcome
Now, I want to inform all of you that I'm planning on making a gameplay for BoTW on my Youtube channel. I think I may be very bad with the new fighting sequences being different and such, but I also think it could be a lot of fun, and maybe not as complicated considering I've been playing these games since Ocarina of Time
Along with the gameplay, I also have some plans to make more detailed drawing tutorials, both traditional and digital.
All of this is happening because, due to the situation my country is in, all employees at my place got some hours cut off from work, so naturally my income is a bit low right now.
Anyhow, although I was quite annoyed by the situation, I accepted it; there's nothing that can be done to change it, so I decided to start making designs for the Apparel Store and the Print Shop as a second job within the time frame I got laid off work (for the new members in my following, I'm a University teacher )
I hope that goes well and that everyone can enjoy a little of it.
About depression and transgender'ism'
One of the things I've struggled with when it comes to making the videos is using my voice. If you've noticed, I used a computed generated -- male-- voice for my drawing videos. This is because I don't feel comfortable with my female voice. I've tried to cast the feeling of anxiety away when it comes to it, just as I do at work, but it has proven to be quite complicated. Would you mind this feature of me?
And finally, some time ago (almost 2 years) I stopped attending my psychological therapy, not because I wanted, but because of work. Now that I have some "spare" time, I'm planning on going back. You see, when I was there my therapist made me feel very good about myself; it is because of his words and support that I didn't quit doing art and life alltogether. Since then, he encouraged me to use my art as my best asset, make some merch of it, make friends through it, and move along. He also concluded that making a YT channel could be a good way for me to cope with personal issues and also make an income for my personal plans (transition and studying a Masters). So, I'm trying as much as I can to listen to the advice he gave me back then.
Regardless, recently, and over the course of all this time, my depression has come and gone one time after another. Thinking, I wondered why this happened if I had gone to therapy and felt so well. I realized days ago -- and questioned-- that maybe depression is just a part of me, it has no cure, and what my therapist taught me was how to overcome it in times of need. After some research and reading, I think I've accepted this as my personal fact, which has allowed me to continue with my plans. Depression is a part of me, but I have the power to let it become me or let it become art.
Being aware this, I can target my real inner monsters, and now that I know them, I can find the help I need and hopefully learn to live well.
Thank you all guys for your support!
Advice and suggestions on the YouTube channel are welcome
A journal I wish weren't real
Why I was away for SO long:
I'm afraid last year, 2018, was awful. My brother fell ill, which was devastating. Me, along with my parents, became full-time caregivers of this boy whose horrible illness remained a mystery until it was too late. A month after being diagnosed Lymphoma (cancer), he passed away in the ER.
After that, my life slowly went downhill to the point where it lost all meaning.
Thankfully, I had the support of my close friends, my mom, aunts and cousins, and even my late brother's friends. We've all become very close after his passing. At the same time, I became these people's support, specially my mom's.
This loss has
There's something I need to do.
Hello, peeps. Well, hmm, where should I start? I guess I need some input from all of you. I've been a part of this community for almost 10 years. I've gone through so many art phases that I haven't even been keeping track. Last year I decided to begin dedicating some real time to my YouTube channel. I've been making speedpainting videos and some gaming-related content.
Personally, I enjoy both, but I also have this need, wish, or idea of using the platform as something more personal.
When I was a teen, I used to write everything here, even the most stupid little things. Sometime's I'd write funny entries just because they made people happy
NEW 18+ art- Patreon
Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/kimsukley
Hello, everybody. Long time no see.
Sometime ago I had opened a Patreon account, but it became inactive due to poor time.
Newly organized, I've asked my recent patrons if they were interested in some of my behind the scenes work, which includes nudity and other mature content. Of course, they agreed, so now the account is active with those kinds of pieces.
This is a (cropped) sample of BoTW Link and ALBW Link.
As usual, note that my art is mostly androgynous men and said men in gay relationships.
If you're here because of that, but also for Link, well, he's included in this category.
I'm looki
Twitter? Let's stay updated!
I figured I can't keep updated with the BOTW gameplay. You know, I'm already in a temple, and on YouTube we're just getting started with the gameplay!
I really want to share my experience with you guys, so I decided to write little on-time updates on Twitter :) I've never used it before, and it only had an auto-update linked to some of my art accounts, so I think it would make a great tool!
Right now, I'm actually kind of stuck in the "temple" I'm in (not a little Shrine, an actual temple), and it'd be nice to have some input from your side.
Thank you!
https://twitter.com/Kim_SukLey
--Kim
© 2017 - 2024 Kim-SukLey
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