BoTW gameplay: YouTube plans

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In regards of Youtube and work
Hello, everybody! I've noticed there are many more watchers lately, and I want to give you a warm welcome :aww:
Now, I want to inform all of you that I'm planning on making a gameplay for BoTW on my Youtube channel. I think I may be very bad with the new fighting sequences being different and such, but I also think it could be a lot of fun, and maybe not as complicated considering I've been playing these games since Ocarina of Time :)
Along with the gameplay, I also have some plans to make more detailed drawing tutorials, both traditional and digital.

All of this is happening because, due to the situation my country is in, all employees at my place got some hours cut off from work, so naturally my income is a bit low right now.
Anyhow, although I was quite annoyed by the situation, I accepted it; there's nothing that can be done to change it, so I decided to start making designs for the Apparel Store and the Print Shop as a second job within the time frame I got laid off work (for the new members in my following, I'm a University teacher :) )

I hope that goes well and that everyone can enjoy a little of it.

About depression and transgender'ism'
One of the things I've struggled with when it comes to making the videos is using my voice. If you've noticed, I used a computed generated -- male-- voice for my drawing videos. This is because I don't feel comfortable with my female voice. I've tried to cast the feeling of anxiety away when it comes to it, just as I do at work, but it has proven to be quite complicated. Would you mind this feature of me?

And finally, some time ago (almost 2 years) I stopped attending my psychological therapy, not because I wanted, but because of work. Now that I have some "spare" time, I'm planning on going back. You see, when I was there my therapist made me feel very good about myself; it is because of his words and support that I didn't quit doing art and life alltogether. Since then, he encouraged me to use my art as my best asset, make some merch of it, make friends through it, and move along. He also concluded that making a YT channel could be a good way for me to cope with personal issues and also make an income for my personal plans (transition and studying a Masters). So, I'm trying as much as I can to listen to the advice he gave me back then.

Regardless, recently, and over the course of all this time, my depression has come and gone one time after another. Thinking, I wondered why this happened if I had gone to therapy and felt so well. I realized days ago -- and questioned-- that maybe depression is just a part of me, it has no cure, and what my therapist taught me was how to overcome it in times of need. After some research and reading, I think I've accepted this as my personal fact, which has allowed me to continue with my plans. Depression is a part of me, but I have the power to let it become me or let it become art.

Being aware this, I can target my real inner monsters, and now that I know them, I can find the help I need and hopefully learn to live well.

Thank you all guys for your support!
Advice and suggestions on the YouTube channel are welcome :)
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